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(no subject)	[Oct. 28th, 2006\|01:54 am] vectorwolf
seriously. fuck this LJ.
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[Feb. 22nd, 2005|01:32 am]

vectorwolf

[	mood	\|	spent	]
[	music	\|	Blue Skies - Outside	]

i have a metaphysical disease. there is no cure or treatment. symptoms do not maifest. it comes from within the spirit and is known by many names.

one of them is love.

with holly and hemlock.
-x.

i miss you.

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REPOST SUNDAY

[Feb. 13th, 2005|08:02 am]

vectorwolf

[	mood	\|	tired	]
[	music	\|	Rolling Stones - You Can't Always Get What You Want	]

dad's running another marathon today.

[01] Reply with your name and I will write something about you.

[02] I will then tell you what song/band reminds me of you.

[03] Next, I will tell you who you remind me of, celebrity/animated or otherwise.

[04] Last, I will try to name a single word that best describes you.

[05] Put this in your journal

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fine are the guilty pleasues of life.

[Feb. 7th, 2005|08:37 pm]

vectorwolf

[	mood	\|	[8]	]
[	music	\|	Bjork - 107 Steps / Mum - The Land Between Solar Systems	]

these are the facts as they stand:

.i bleed when cut.
others pray before god while i pray before tube amplified POWER.
.i can make the contents of an entire bottle of plum wine vanish in one night.
.i'm unmodified save for dental work.
.i frequent 4chan.org.
this is pure self indulgence.
.i have spontaneous nosebleeds.
.i sleep beneath the rasterized gaze on the one i adore.
.i am a habitual diphenhydramine abuser.
.i use an old 110 film camera.
the phone in my room only gets wrong numbers and telemarketers.
i'll never hear silence. when there is nothing i hear only the ringing.
irony gravitates towards me.
i give freely.
i have "Frank's Wild Years" comitted to memory.
i own lots of useless things.
i expect nothing in return.

the one thing i have wanted more than anything else in my life seems to hang forever just beyond my reach. i stretch as far as i can but the brass ring merely brushes past my fingers, unaware that she is so desired.

or is she?

i've said what i had to say. you needn't apologize for how i feel. i can understand if i don't have enough to offer or if my company is now displeasing to you. the space is still empty no matter how long or how deeply i sleep. i simply love and adore you. there is nothing more or less to give than just that. ... ....

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[Jan. 29th, 2005|03:12 pm]

vectorwolf

[	mood	\|	discarded	]
[	music	\|	Sneaker Pimps - Flowers & Silence	]

fuck this shit. i only wanted reciprocation. after all, a slave is nothing without a master.

now i'm just a stray. a raindog. come so far but the rain has washed away the line of bread crumbs that lead back to home. if i could simply stop feeling this i would. but i can't. toss it in a fire, throw it from the church, smash it, drown it. once you put it on the wall you can't take it back down.

harder to get rid of than tattoos.

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(no subject)	[Jan. 18th, 2005\|01:47 pm] vectorwolf
i'm going all out. i will set a date for D3. July 4th. just beautiful. i will make it happen. abandon all hope and embrace the destruction. embrace your bestial instincts. unchain your animals. let rage flow unfettered. hey, i thought boyfriends are supposed to bring back flowers. not coke. just a thought.
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x = (sick + tired)^3

[Jan. 8th, 2005|01:45 pm]

vectorwolf

[	mood	\|	tired	]
[	music	\|	nick cave & the bad seeds	]

Designated Destruction Day is coming. every gets a lame gift and a terrible gift. you pick one to smash because i will have a pink slegdehammer. there will be at least two television sets and plenty of other things for demolition, most likely to be followed by tagging and barbecue.

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again!

[Jan. 3rd, 2005|06:36 am]

vectorwolf

[	mood	\|	drunk!	]
[	music	\|	Akotcha - Img.00.37 (Groove Salad: [SomaFM.com])	]

6:30 in the godamn fucking morning and i'm still drinking. still thinking about her. still not done trying to drown what i really feel. someone fuckign call me and telk me out of this stupid fucking shit i've gotten myself into. see if i had pills, i'd be asleep. if i'm lucky i won't wake up, but no. no pills left. jesus. is it so wrong to love? hey, marina, i mean you, hon.

214x632x3534

watch me as i stagger off the edge into the bad place. its where the bad things are. little monsters that pertend to be my friends.

fuck.

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things i need

[Jan. 2nd, 2005|01:11 am]

vectorwolf

[	mood	\|	motherfucking surly	]
[	music	\|	Tom Waits - Drunk On The Moon	]

fucking tired of feeling fucking tired. i'm full of wine and lead weights in my chest. i need another drink. i need a cigarette. i need someone to curl up next to. i need a megaphone so i can tell the world i live her. i need a sledgehammer so i can smash the everliving fuck out of anything that gets in my way. i need sex. i need coffee. i need a vacation. i need a handgun to brandish. i need to drive to detroit. i need to get away. i need her.

fucking end. now, SOMEONE GET ME ANOTHER FUCKING DRINK.

[just fucking call me. doesn't matter if i'm asleep or not. dreams no longer offer the comfort they once did anyways. 214x632x3534]

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sting of the humbug

[Dec. 25th, 2004|11:40 am]

vectorwolf

[	mood	\|	on drugs	]
[	music	\|	Freezone - Orange (Shazz) - La Couleur [SomaFM.com]	]

this is something you should read. i have an H.G. Wells type of vibe coming through me that suggests yuletide privatization is a viable possibility in the near future.

sleep dep has got me irritable. well.. more irritable. i need a vacation, maybe a road trip to get away from the family for a while.

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